I am between both Heaven and Hell,
Look for the place I shall surely dwell,
Glance into the gleaming river of red eyes,
I shall hear your screams and half-felt goodbyes,
In the name of God - the souls so rich and pure,
Look for the blessed and for the cure,
Even in nights shroud - I wake,
You will see my shadow by Dawns Lake.
Tainted and lost by this new morn,
I walk to the place where God was born,
Through day and through night,
Loves lost and goodbye,
I shall cry as this world fades away...
Even in our darkest hour the monsters are gaining,
Im filled with this rage and a hint of uncertanity,
Is there a secret conspiracy against us?
I dread to think what would happen next,
As the unknown battle commences where can we turn?
If everyone is against us then does that mean ourself is aswell?
We look to our left.. We see the demons coming closer,
We scream, we cry, we watch silently.. Is this the end?
A gunshot... A corpse... The blood runs down like a river,
Another gunshot.. Another falls.. Can we swim to the surface?
Caught in the current and washed away from us all,
I know now that this will be our downfall...
I take the warmth from your body,
I drain the life from you soul,
I dissect and destroy your mind,
I cast the shadows upon your eyes,
With my kiss I can kill you,
With my hug I can strangle you,
With my love I can drive you insane,
With my tears I can push you to suicide,
The silence is suffocating,
The unspoken words are too much,
Slowly dying in silence,
These words are too much,
Your coffin is buried away in my heart,
Your love has died just as the roses wither,
Your breath is silenced as the wind ceases,
Your eyes are closed and a new world opens,
''I love you'' three words that mean the world to someone,
yet three words she will never hear,
She wanders through life, never staying in one point long enough to find a future,
She carries on walking, ignore the hints and signs of a future thats within her grasp,
Just keep walking she tells herself,
Just keep walking...
On and on through life she wanders,
She isnt giving any of them a chance,
Shes not letting them come close to her, shes denying what she wants,
But she still carries on saying ''Keep on walking, just keep on walking''
Yet, when she shows her feelings, to random people in places,
It all backfires and she falls back
I cry, I whimper, I scream, I bleed,
No-one cares, no-one notices,
Its like I've commited an evil deed,
My hearts been shattered to pieces,
Chained to the wall by my wicked sins,
All I did was care, all I did was love,
Yet you give me those wicked grins,
You might aswell give me a shove,
You hit me, you hurt me,
You taught me how to hate everyone,
Didnt you hear my plea?
I couldnt care for anyone,
That night I cried and cried,
You locked me away in the dark,
In my heart it felt like someone died,
You delt all those bruises and that mark,
Yet that wasnt the last day,
There was also more to come...
I have yet to enter the dark
Hands linked together - hearts become one,
We are side by side, when we both walk and run,
We look past the sadness - we look past the tears,
We vanquish the evil - we destroy the fears,
Watching each other through cursed eyes,
We reveal the truth and extinguish the lies,
We are held in each others embrace,
Together forever, in both time and in space,
But over time we will age,
With each and every turn of the page,
We watch the grains of sand fall,
As we stumble and crawl,
Soon the end will come,
For each or for none,
But for one last time - we cry,
We know one of us will die,
I bid you farewell my friend,
This is the final m
My heart aches for you,
My soul screams at you,
Yet, you don't hear my call,
Your still with her,
As I start to disappear,
I'm saying goodbye,
Your saying sorry,
I've stopped listening,
You've started shouting,
This means nothing remember,
So forget me,
I wont forget you,
But it doesn't matter,
Not anymore,
So say goodbye or stay silent,
Lock yourself up and forget,
I guarantee this is a farewell,
I'm leaving because of you and her,
I'm saying goodbye because of your vow,
I'm fading away as she appears,
I'm losing the will...
...As she gains hers.
Always watching us,
I hear them breathing,
Let them guess,
As they start seething,
Enemies advance,
The war will begin,
Lively like dance,
But who will win?
I'm not there, I'm over here,
With bloody blades they hear my call,
Come hither I warn, motive unclear,
Soon weapons will clash and bodies will fall,
Enemies advance,
To war we will go,
This is your last chance,
Become friend or stay foe,
Fear invokes the battle,
Fighting for our lives,
Becoming slaughtered like cattle,
Willing to survive,
Enemies advance,
In this war we will die,
Get into your stance,
Reluctant to cry,
The clash of swords, the sound of pain
Why can you close your eyes?
How can you forget everything we had?
Is it that easy to cease remembering the past?
Or does it dwell somewhere inside of you?
Why do you leave me behind?
How can you turn away so easily?
Am I already forgotten?
Or am I something that you just have to acknowledge?
For the sake of everyone else,
Never yourself,
Always the others,
Don't deny,
It doesn't suit you,
Never speak those tainted words from your lips,
Their sweet like honey but deadly like poison,
Your like a cure that's meant to kill,
Even though those words are all I want to hear,
I must not provoke you,
I put on that fake smile that ev
Had a bad week or so.
But meh..
I'll live >.>
Buut.. Its my birthday sooon <3
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I have just convinced my mum to get me a Wacom tablet as a pre-birthday present ;3
..Hopefully get it Tuesday